February 2012
14 posts
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“It’s a wonder I’m even alive. Sometimes I think that. I think that I can’t...”
– Augusten Burroughs, Running With Scissors (via selfinspiration)
Feb 28th
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Feb 24th
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life in the fast lane: the only argument thinspo... →
life-inthe-fast-lane: yes, you have the right to write whatever you want. post pictures of whatever you want. and i am responsible for what i look at and how i let images/text affect me, but YOUR BLOGS HURT PEOPLE. YOUR BLOGS RUIN SELF ESTEEM. YOUR BLOGS INFLUENCE/INSPIRE POOR EATING HABITS. NO YOUR BLOGS DIDN’T… coming from someone who was severely affected by tumblr’s thinspo...
Feb 23rd
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gave up chocolate for lent.
yikes.  we’ll see how long this lasts.  this excludes any chocolate found in luna or cliff bars - because otherwise i would die.  just trying to be healthier and lent always gives me an excuse to do it.
Feb 23rd
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Feb 22nd
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likes and dislikes.
as i embark on my health journey, i’m discovering i actually like certain foods i’ve sworn off.  i used to think cottage cheese was the most disgusting thing in the world but i had never even tried it!  i tried it this morning for the first time and i actually love it.  sometimes textures turn me off, but now that i’m more open to healthier alternatives, i really love trying new...
Feb 22nd
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fact: fat free feta cheese makes everything...
Feb 21st
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one little stomach bug and...
i’m fighting the hardest to not go back to my old habits.  but it’s so damn tempting; especially since my hunger indicators just aren’t there.  i puked twice on wednesday night after eating bad tuna… or so we think.  let’s just say that i won’t be eating tuna or clementines any time soon; puking those things up were torturous.  i felt so weak yesterday and i...
Feb 17th
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ughh.
so remember that week where i was sick with a cold for the second time in one month and then got food poisoning and puked my brains out? i don’t think my poor body can take much more of this.  postponing the gym til monday just to give my body a break.
Feb 17th
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ugh. it's fucking impossible to eat healthy on...
especially when you’re single…. and sick and can’t work out.  awesome.
Feb 15th
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oh. awesome.
just when i was starting to get back into a workout and eating routine after being sick for so long, i’m sick again.  i’m achey, and stuffy, and tired.  i slept twelveish hours last night hoping to kick this thing in the ass to no avail.   i’m beyond frustrated.  why the fuck am i sick all the time?  i will never get in shape like this.  i can feel my appetite slipping already...
Feb 10th
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exhaustion.
when i was at my worst and eating about four hundred calories a day and exercising for fifty-five minutes (yeah, burning about five hundred calories), i never once felt faint or exhausted.  i could work out at whatever time of day - on an empty stomach in the late morning, in the afternoon before lunch, or right before dinner.  and i could make it through the day without a problem. this morning i...
Feb 9th
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Feb 9th
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Feb 7th
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