May 2012
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139.9
Basically 140. But let’s go! This number only motivates me!
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so... i bought shorts.
yeah, i’m still at my highest weight and shouldn’t be rewarding myself but… to put it bluntly, i need a pair of new shorts that actually fit me. i’m famous for saying, ‘well, when i lose ten pounds, i’ll buy those skinny jeans/shorts i’ve been eyeing’ and then it never happens. these shorts aren’t your typical 23-28 size… they come in...
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Time for some new goals.
I’m not going to lie… I keep falling off the wagon. Every Monday, I start out fresh and ‘good’ and up until about thursday or friday, I completely lose all motivation. There’s just something about the weekend that messes up my schedule and right now, I’ve deduced it to drinking. I can’t do it anymore. Or well… I have to take a step back and stop...
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almond 100 calorie packs = lifesavers
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Well..
According to the doc, I have a sinus infection. He put me on some meds and I should start feeling their affect by this evening. Currently taking Motrin every 6 hours and a 12 hour sudafed until the heavier stuff kicks in. My head HURTS still. I can’t wait til this goes away so I can get back on track.
This weekend will be one year since my Aunt died and honestly, it’s hard getting...
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my head hurts so badly.
i’m trying to get in to see the doctor tomorrow, but it’s really bad right now. i’ve had a headache since sunday and have taken meds regularly in an effort to take care of myself, but nothing is working. and when i lay down, the pain is so much worse, affecting my neck and base of head. it doesn’t sound good, that’s for sure. idk. i think i might have a sinus...
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i'm going to kick this cold in it's ass.
i don’t know if i’m sick because i wasn’t taking great care of myself before my period or if this is just a warning before the storm… but my head ACHES and my throat is all scratchy and i’ve been running a fever off and on all day. I took two emergen-c’s yesterday and today and i’ve been drinking water like crazy. when i get home from work, it’s tea...
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my body the days before my period:
CARBS. CARBS. GIVE ME ALL THE CARBS.
fuck. being a woman really sucks sometimes. my hormones ruin my eating plans and it’s so hard to fight it. and then… binge. cool, period… COOL.
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first time trying chickpeas:
success!
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ughh, apples have been killing me lately.
i’m not sure what it is. i eat one apple a day and have done so for a very long time (even in the worst days of my ED). and now only recently are they beginning to give me really nasty pains in my stomach. they’ve just been making me feel really gassy and uncomfortable and almost hungrier than normal. i don’t like this… at all. apples are my go to, the one food...
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Why can’t I sleeeep?!
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welll... cinqo de mayo weekend kind of killed me.
more like killed my clean and healthy eating streak. started on friday and didn’t really stop until yesterday evening. i smoked too much and drank an obscene amount which led to even more unbalanced eating.
oh well. it’s a new week. i have about 35 days to get into better shape for a wedding i’m going to. i’m going to try to cut back on drinking (although next next...
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things that make me happy:
finding frozen edamame at the grocery store, remembering to defrost them over night, and eating them for a part of my lunch. they are so yummy!
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I literally hate everyone today.
